a tribute to the dsmp
haiii updated this page so it reflects my thoughts and opinions on the dsmp etc in a better way. i have mostly moved on from the bigger side of the fandom. still kicking and crazy abt ctommy ( and actual real life tommyinnit too sorry guys ) and everyone in relation to him, reading fics / rbing fanart on tumblr but you know. dsmp is dead. and i really genuinely cannot get myself to give a shit about wilbur soot or ranboolive like boring ass man sorry. i hate dream as he is apparently literally satan reincarnated. rewrote this main page as a tribute to my love for the server :) keeping the other pages up for nostalgia. ctommy solos.. peace out
Circa early 2020, two of my childhood best friends got obsessed with dsmp. Literal crazy batshit insane obsessed. Every time i came over there was something new about the dsmp they told me about. at one point they made like a 60 page slide show to explain the lore to me ( did not work). we always had different interests, and that year i listened to everything they wanted to tell me, even when i thought it was very cringe-y ( i loved anime at the time. like girl who r u to say that. ) whilst in the recent years they have drifted away from the whole mcyt scene and i am still stuck here, we still mainly bond over games. the roles have been reversed and i am not happy about it ( one of them sent me an insta reel of ranboo recently and said “cannot believe i used to like him”. dsmp is like this annoying ass ghost that follows u everywhere. u can never repent for your sins of liking cringe 2020 interests !!!!!!! )
i don't really keep up with streamers anymore. dsmp is dead and i'm too lazy for qsmp tbh... but i still love the community through and through. people love this fandom and i love it too. this community has garnered such a talented and passionate group of people and i'm so proud 2 be a part of it. dsmp shaped who i am. no joke. i KNOWW how it sounds like cringe minecraft server changed lives? but the people i met through this fandom and the things i have seen being created for it has changed my life trajectory. i got into coding bcs of the dsmp. i started writing bcs of the dsmp. i fell in love with life and i learned to enjoy it thru this fuckass server bro. i will always love the dsmp. i dont even gaf about the streamers anymore. but i still have this gut wrenching feeling whenever c!wilbur is mentioned. i know a lot of my friends have moved on to different interests ( and i have too) but i see no purpose in being embarrassed about something i loved so deeply and dearly. this community will always be a part of me, and for that i'm endlessly grateful
regarding ccs personally, aside from the lore and characters, these days i only care about tommyinnit and tubbo. 2 and a half year long fan of tommyinnit unfortunately. i'm not proud of it okay :( but a girls gotta do what he's gotta do!!!!!! sometimes you gotta like white men who don't have one funny bone in their body !!!! he's my babygirl. my girlfriend. he has rotted my brain. everything i do i do for ctommy. TOMMYYYY